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Nebih

Thanks so much guys <3
« on: 8 Sep 2013, 20:53:40 »
This is really painful to write and share with you guys. I just wanted to say thanks for being an awesome community for me to come and be Nebih with. I may seem like a really happy kiddo, but that isn't true at all. IRL for around the past year I have been having suicidal thoughts and been really sad ALOT. I keep getting pretty close to getting rid of the thoughts but I relaspe before I make it. Making the journey back to getting rid of them even further. Coming here and having such a fun and brilliant community to hang out with has been great. It really has been. I just haven't been entirely honest with who I really am. I'm not the happy kid I seem like. I hide all that cause I don't want help, I don't want anyone feeling sorry for me. But I'm starting to realize that I do need help, and I do need to be honest with you guys. I came close to trying to kill myself about a month and a half ago and the main reason I'm still alive is because I didn't want you Noobz wondering what happened to nebih. The other reason is because the day before I was going to I met a girl. She has been a wonderful help and I keep breaking my promise to try to push away the thoughts. I really want to thank all of you so much. If I'm suddenly away for a while don't think that I did those things. My parents are aware I have them. I'm going to start to see a therapist to help. It just all of a sudden hit me in the face.

Please don't remove this post. I don't know if I did break any rules and I don't really care at this point in time. I just needed to get this off my chest and let you guys know.

Thank you for being here 24/7 and being the best Community I could ask for.

Special Thanks to the following Noobz for being exceptionally awesome and helping me when I needed it even if you didn't know you had helped: (like anyone I probs missed a few) (Please don't take offence if you aren't on here. These people are just the select few)

Gamergirlxoxo
EmperorMyrf
Duelcon
Bexn
TidalMewMew
ItsLawrence
TwistedLover
Fatnoob
Long_Cat
Waterworth
Angel_Lord
Cerealman41
DadJaeger
mrfloris
Miner_man123456
FireIce808
Faroutdudes5 (You have helped the most of anyone)
Jayjay36
Leo9101
Emmabear
BuckieUK09
Minkz96
Mr_Vtec
Entangled
INEEDANAME1564
Esp1222
ajhl49
Plus so many others.

I love you all so much <3 Please know that I'm okay and I'm starting to get better. Please.

Foob

Re: Thanks so much guys <3
« Reply #1 on: 8 Sep 2013, 21:02:51 »
You spoke to me about this before, I just hope you can get things sorted and I'm glad Noobstown has been here for you. The main reason I have continued running the server for almost three years is the community and people like yourself. Thank you.

Anyway, chin up mate! We are here for you. Night and day. You've always got a home here at Noobstown.
« Last Edit: 8 Sep 2013, 21:09:47 by Fatnoob »

Kaolai

Re: Thanks so much guys <3
« Reply #2 on: 8 Sep 2013, 21:15:17 »
Nebih, you're about to make me cry. xD



Keep positive! There's a light at every tunnel and there will be at yours. Keep your head up and push through it and know that there are always people here for you. :)

I'm not speach-ist but here are a few songs that I think say a lot. <3

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NRasGo9lLPY#
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Fuqkz_sZDos#
« Last Edit: 8 Sep 2013, 21:17:33 by Kaolai »

Nebih

Re: Thanks so much guys <3
« Reply #3 on: 8 Sep 2013, 21:26:13 »
Quote from: Fatnoob on  8 Sep 2013, 21:02:51
You spoke to me about this before, I just hope you can get things sorted and I'm glad Noobstown has been here for you. The main reason I have continued running the server for almost three years is the community and people like yourself. Thank you.

Anyway, chin up mate! We are here for you. Night and day. You've always got a home here at Noobstown.
Thanks Joe. <3

Nebih

Re: Thanks so much guys <3
« Reply #4 on: 8 Sep 2013, 21:30:33 »
Quote from: Kaolai on  8 Sep 2013, 21:15:17
Nebih, you're about to make me cry. xD
Please don't cry for me. I'm not wanting anyone elses tears spilled.

Miner_man123456

Re: Thanks so much guys <3
« Reply #5 on: 9 Sep 2013, 12:29:19 »
After I got to know you almost half a year ago, we been great buddies ever since, we been chatting on Skype about all kinds of random stuff, joking around on Tekkit servers, and just had a load of fun, I really hope you get everything sorted out man, you're probably one of my best friends on the server, never forget that! <3 =)

Nobody wants to lose you Nebih, you're an amazing person, even tho your life hasn't been the best, you stand up for it, and share it with us, instead of keeping it a secret leaving everyone wondering, which I highly respect you for, continue being awesome mate! ;D

Nebih

Re: Thanks so much guys <3
« Reply #6 on: 11 Sep 2013, 02:57:00 »
#SuicideAwarenessDay #Love

(September 10, 2013) This entire week is suicide awareness week. :)

DrewG2001

Re: Thanks so much guys <3
« Reply #7 on: 11 Sep 2013, 03:31:35 »
had no idea you were going through this but im always willing to try to cheer you up!

heres a pic that might help!  :)

« Last Edit: 11 Sep 2013, 03:34:31 by DrewG2001 »

Nebih

Re: Thanks so much guys <3
« Reply #8 on: 11 Sep 2013, 03:42:20 »
But I don't like ponies .-.

gamergirlxo

Re: Thanks so much guys <3
« Reply #9 on: 11 Sep 2013, 06:40:14 »
I'm so glad that Noosbcraft and this whole community....not just me has been able to be there for you. One of my favorite reasons for playing on this server is the community aspect and how through some silly little game and server we've been able to come together and really care for one another. At least I have.

You're not alone in your struggles and through talking to you, I hope you've come to realize that and that getting help is not a bad thing. People need people and we all just want to be loved and cared for but to see that you need to let people help you and you need to see for yourself the way people care.

I'm so glad your parents know and you've told a few other people as well...one of the greatest things you can do that a lot of other people don't do. Their struggles are kept in the dark without not a single person knowing that anything was ever going on.

You're better than this. You're better than the dark thoughts that creep into your mind. Whether it's your girlfriend, the server or a therapist, don't be afraid to EVER tell someone how you're feeling.

Stay strong. Always. <3

-gg

Nebih

Re: Thanks so much guys <3
« Reply #10 on: 13 Sep 2013, 02:08:01 »
I got my plan and so far things have been getting better everyday. <3 Jake Miller has been some of the best music to help me :) But one of my good friends has been having problems now. So, I'm helping him while helping myself.. :/

MagicMan27

Re: Thanks so much guys <3
« Reply #11 on: 13 Sep 2013, 11:24:00 »
I meant to post on this much earlier...
I hope you keep things positive and come have fun with us more and get cheered up by us. :)

Nebih

Re: Thanks so much guys <3
« Reply #12 on: 15 Sep 2013, 15:27:02 »
Me too!

Bexn

Re: Thanks so much guys <3
« Reply #13 on: 15 Sep 2013, 15:34:11 »
Wow... I had no idea we had such an impact on you, Neb. Feels good to know that I've impacted people on the server that positively.

Anyways, I wasn't really aware that this had been happening, but now that I do, I promise, if there's anything you want to talk about with me, go right ahead and message me whenever I'm online. I'm glad to see that things are slowly beginning to get better for ya though. ^^

Like Joe said, you always have a home here on the server and in the Noobstown community. ^^

HarryX11

Re: Thanks so much guys <3
« Reply #14 on: 15 Sep 2013, 15:48:08 »
Quote from: Fatnoob on  8 Sep 2013, 21:02:51
You spoke to me about this before, I just hope you can get things sorted and I'm glad Noobstown has been here for you. The main reason I have continued running the server for almost three years is the community and people like yourself. Thank you.

Anyway, chin up mate! We are here for you. Night and day. You've always got a home here at Noobstown.

Foob is so right. I hope you can get over this and wish you the best Nebih.

appleyeScB

Re: Thanks so much guys <3
« Reply #15 on: 15 Sep 2013, 16:07:49 »
I can relate nebih. Your not alone in this. We all have a darker side that we try to keep at bay, but luckily and thankfully we have our loved ones to help in our fight. I as well have noticed how this community has helped many with their problems, including myself. Like everyone said we are here for you and no matter what the situation you have a second family here to lay back on. Like I said nebih, you silly goober, your not alone.

- appleye

Entangled

Re: Thanks so much guys <3
« Reply #16 on: 28 Sep 2013, 05:08:31 »
Aww, I just read this.  We love you too, bud!  Hang in there, growing up can be rough.  I'm not going to be able to say it better than all of the people that posted above me, but just wanted to leave my few words of support and best wishes.  Glad you had the courage to speak up!
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