Well, to make sense of the subject, I have strong emotions. Very strong. When I'm happy, I'm ecstatic, overjoyed, and y'know..  When I'm sad, I'm depressed, feel like I have no purpose or anything. When I'm angry.. I rage. So needless to say, I sometimes have the need to go numb for a while. I was just curious, am I the only one here that can do this at will? To just turn off the emotions?

What's really annoying is that when my emotions are "on" and there is a particular girl I have an interest in, my emotions get out of control, which then turns into paranoia, which ultimately leads to a lack of trust in the girl, whether we've been dating for a while or not.  But when they are "off" I have difficulty achieving any sort of affectionate feelings...

Grr kinda feels like there's no happy-medium.

Well, unfortunately, I am on late in the A.M., but only on Friday and Saturday, EST. othereise im on untill 11:30.. (my parents say im gonna have a bed time until i move out)  =/

IGN: Gamma1227

Age: 17

How many hours a day:  8+ on week days, 3:00 P.M. - 2:00 A.M. on Friday and Saturday, all day sunday.

Why I want this job:  To help eliminate griefs, to be there when someone needs help or has a question, and to stop people from trolling or using any sort of inappropriate comments such as racial segregation, sexual segregation or anything of the sort. I believe this server should be a server where everyone gets along and no one is judged for anything. (not that there is any major trolling going on, but i have seen some)

Why i feel as though i am capable of this job: I take jobs very seriously and maturely. I know the rules, i know the boundaries, i will not use the benefits of being an operator for any other purpose than to help catch grievers in action, and anyone disobeying the rules. I also feel as though i have a good schedule, I live in Eastern time zone, and i am on line when many operators are not. I am not the type of person that is easily corrupted with any form of power, I prefer to be  a trusted, respectable, and reliable person. I am very friendly and easy to get along with, and i feel as though i am ready to take on this job.

Past experience: None. Everyone starts somewhere, right?

Additional Info: I am in virtual school full time, year round. Week days I am usually done by 3:00 or sooner. I don't school on weekends, and i am available most of the time during weekends. I plan on taking Java class next semester; I hope to gain a solid foundation on computer programming, and Java language.

I must say, when I heard that operators cannot have towns, I was pretty disheartened, but I understand the rules and why they are in place, and I am willing to let go of the possibility of having a town.