Well, to make sense of the subject, I have strong emotions. Very strong. When I'm happy, I'm ecstatic, overjoyed, and y'know..  When I'm sad, I'm depressed, feel like I have no purpose or anything. When I'm angry.. I rage. So needless to say, I sometimes have the need to go numb for a while. I was just curious, am I the only one here that can do this at will? To just turn off the emotions?

What's really annoying is that when my emotions are "on" and there is a particular girl I have an interest in, my emotions get out of control, which then turns into paranoia, which ultimately leads to a lack of trust in the girl, whether we've been dating for a while or not.  But when they are "off" I have difficulty achieving any sort of affectionate feelings...

Grr kinda feels like there's no happy-medium.