I just wanted to publicly state that I have resigned as being a mod. I've done my part, I've worked hard and I've done my very best to make people happy and make the server an enjoyable place and do the right thing but I feel my time has come.
My grief process hasn't been an easy one and I want to be honest with you all and let you know what's been going on. My emotional state was the reason I took a break to begin with; I was making poor decisions, harsh judgements, getting snippy with the other staff and it wasn't fair to the staff or to anyone else on the server. Grief doesn't take a spot in the backseat, you may overcome it on a bigger scale, in the bigger picture but it will always be there. I would hate to see that and my emotions get in the way of how the server is ran and the moderating process.
Thank you to all the admins who have guided me and to Waterworth for believing in me. To the rest of the team, you have been a wonderful group of people to work with and I respect each of you. To the server, you are an amazing community and a tight knit group and you all deserve the best moderation and to be treated fairly. I love each and every one of you and am proud to be apart of such an amazing group of people.
Waterworth: you have become my best friend and if you asked me 2 years ago if I would become so close with you I'd think you were lying. Thank you for being so kind to me and guiding me to be the best mod I could be and most importantly thank you for being such a great friend. You've gotten me through a lot over this past year. YEET!
The Crafty's: you all are like my family and I will never forget the 2 weeks I spent with you in a time when I needed it most. You are all sweet, funny, fun people to be around and I love each of you very much. Fluffykitten, I'm so proud of you for doing so well in school and I'm so glad I was able to spend time with you. You're a very sweet girl and you make this GG very proud.
Othyem: You're my brother from another mother. You make the server fun for me and I enjoy spending time with you. I'm so happy for you and Bailey! You mean a great deal to me and I'm honored and blessed to know you.
Warriorben: My sweet benny. You're a great mod, you have wonderful morals and that shines through on the server. You're a kind hearted person and like Othyem, my brother from another mother. I'm so happy I got to meet you in Denver and share some Subway with you. P.S. you still owe me a million.
Hexidecima: I can't thank you enough and continue to thank you for all the hard work you've put into Windermere. I will be always forever grateful. With you and I on the staff team in Windermere we'll do great things. You always know how to make me laugh on TS and you have such a big, kind heart. Thank you for always caring about me and being so sweet to me. *turkey sound*
Gaimmode: you're a terd and you know it. That is all.
SwiftLegacyTG: You're a sweet kid and you've always been nothing but nice to me. You've made some mistakes in the past but I don't doubt that you learned from them. Thank you for trusting in my opinion and coming to me when you had questions. Thank you for being my MC hubby. A tad young but it's okay, we'll work it out. :p
To the rest of the server: you are all wonderful people and have made my experience as a mod one to remember. You are all easy to work with, a blast to play with and thank you for inviting me to your parties, throwing me birthday parties, telling me such kind words about Windermere and much much more. You're all very special people to me.
If any of you ever need anything or need someone to talk to I will be around. Can't get rid of me that easily.
Thank you all for the kind words over the last few years. Noobscraft will continue to reign!
-gg